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Fiona Eve
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United States
You know what makes my day? Having someone tell me that I made theirs.

I have been a member of this site for over five years now. Not only has it given me a better insight into my own work and literature, but I have fostered very special relationships here, and been able to do what I love best: helping others.

I am not here to judge others. If you need a sympathetic ear, I am here for you.


Back to Black by Golden-Leaves
Back to Black
Excited for this Friday! I still don't know if I'll be able to dress up, due to work, etc.... but if everything turns out well, I'll definitely be posting pictures for you guys.
Your heart won't give out if the panic assaults
Your lungs won't from breathing retreat
Your life won't expire, just because you are tired
You can walk one more mile on those feet

Your hands won't forget every task on the shelf
Just because you are sick for a day
Your children will learn to cross streets by themselves
(Time is handled by God, in His way)

Your worth is not measured, my child, by sin
And your triumphs are never so small
I am not like the world. I look deep within
And your soul is not ugly at all

Your soul is a treasure, a blessing, a light
From your birth to your last, feeble touch
Know this, my child, as you weep in the night
There is no one who loves you as much
The Greatest Love
For a friend... but I have made myelf cry.
I came home yesterday
Closed the door and
Locked it tight

"Say nothing." I asked.

Went into the cold bathroom and
Turned on the water, very hot
Wriggled out of my skin
Hung my inner organs up to dry and
Gave my heart a place to sleep

"No lullabies tonight," I said.

I like hot water
Burned up my veins so they could
Regrow tomorrow, try again
Shivered once, then just let my soul stand there

A ghost through the curtain
Naked to nothing and no one
"You did good today," I sighed.
  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: Bernadette (IMAX)
  • Reading: "Dead Until Dark" (Charleine Harris)
  • Watching: various
  • Playing: zip
  • Eating: zilch
  • Drinking: cranberry-lemonade
Just a quick update, dears. I hope you are all doing well, and your lives are offering everything you expected. And even if they aren't... I'm sure you have high hopes for the future, and can make it happen. :) 

Tomorrow night - technically Tuesday morning - will be the first Total Lunar Eclipse of 2014, so look up online what time it will appear in your country! (There might be a few places it doesn't, but I'd have to look again to be sure.) I'm an astro-nerd, so I'm always up-to-date on beautiful things happening up in our sky. I'll be out there, Tuesday morning, armed with my special camera and my eyeballs. :) Good luck seeing it! It'll be sweet! 

Life is going all right for me. Much better than it has in the past. I'm learning to deal with hardships that come my way, and also that a few small rocks in my path aren't the boulders I've always made them out to be. I can live life and be okay. The only way I'll lose is if I run back the way I came, afraid of trying something new. 

I love you, my deviant friends, and pray for you. Special kudos and thanks for the artists who occasionally help me forget my troubles, including: naked-in-the-rain, intricately-ordinary, Dani-Jones, SoulofNovember, and a few others. 

My thanks also goes out to a new favorite band of mine, the deeply insightful Imagine Dragons. I am so pleased at how quickly these guys have risen to fame, and how they bless my often abused radio with their musical talent. Your song "Demons" means so, so very much to me. It speaks to me in ways that you may never know. 

"...When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide" 

The chorus, especially, is what draws the tears to my eyes. Thank you for speaking to my inner demons, and learning to love and heal them as a part of my past and myself. I'm thinking of writing a thank-you note to you guys. 

God bless, 



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Scarlettletters Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2014  Professional Writer
Thanks very much for the fave on my work - I appreciate it!
adbertlij Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2014
nice writing keep it up
MyrilJewels Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter

Thanks for adding my works to your collection!
Hope you'll appreciate more of works in the future!
Here is my facebook page with all my Jewels and Gothic accessories:

Gabriella92 Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch :D
PrennCooder Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2014  Student General Artist
TheRavenArt Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
My friend send me this nice message, so I'm sending it to my other friends too :-)
scroll down trust me this will put  a smile on your face, make your day, or help you <3 

Every night , someone thinks about you before they go to sleep,

At least fifteen people in this world love you.

The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you

There are at least two people in this world that would die for you

You mean the world to someone.

Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

When you make the biggest mistake ever,something good comes from it.

When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look.

Always remember the compliments you've received.

Forget the rude remarks.

So if you are a loving friend, send this to everyone on your list including the person that sent it to you.

Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you.

Something good will happen to you between 12 in the morning and four o'clock pm tomorrow, it could be anywere . Get ready for the biggest shock in your life

Do not break this chain. Send this to fifteen people in fifteen minutes !!

Make Someone else's day! Help get a smile on someone's face! Help someone out! <3 remember that your loved
F.R.I.E.N.D.S. 😉
= Fight for you 
= Respect you
= Involve you
= Encourage you
= Need you 
= Deserve you 
= Save you

Send this to all your friends & me if I'm one......If you get 4 back you are liked but if you 
get 7 back then you are seriously loved Heart
Golden-Leaves Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks! :D
PrennCooder Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2014  Student General Artist
cool gallery
LadyMintLeaf Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2014   General Artist
Thank you very much for the :+fav:!!:hug:
crazyskullz1021 Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2014  Student
thanks for the fav!
jennasartwork Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2014   Traditional Artist
I saw you faved my drawing so thought I'd come by and wish you all the best and say thanks :)
Feel free to add or follow me for WIPs, advice on art or sharing work……

Amy Lee from Evanescence by jennasartwork :iconflyingheartsplz: Have a good day!
NyankoSenseiMeow Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thnx for the fave :3
AdmiralDeMoy Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Of course! :naughty: - dxd 
Golden-Leaves Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey, a girl can dream right? ;)
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