Morbid MadnessJack and Jill went up the hill To fetch a pail of water Jack fell ill, and so did Jill And Death came very soon after-----"Mary, Mary, quite contrary How does your graveyard grow?"With rotting beds And ghoulish heads And skeletons all in a row."-----A-tiskit, a-tasket A heavy, wooden casket It carried all the folk in town Who found the plague and caught itThey caught it, they caught it They played with Death and caught it I wrote a letter to my love But now I doubt he got it
BarrenI've come to miss my soul A soul that never dies It came across the land of blood And sank into the pain and mud You tortured me in paradiseI've shared a darker tale A lust that reeks of ink It fled into my hidden mind And proved that there was more to find You laughed, forbidding me to thinkI've come to miss my life A scream that never ends It slashed into my day and night And swore the murderer was right I won't look for my soul again
FairytalePrince Charming came to town On a lame, white horse Knocked on my door Bowed Said, "Marry me."I danced to the door Past the castles Past the gleaming, golden fluff Looked in his eyes Laughed Said, "Wrong story."
A Poet's Secret"Please don't stop your writing now" They beg me every day They can't see me declining Can't see me waste away "You've written us your treasures So give a little more" I sigh, and suddenly I'm back To where I was beforeThe pen is bleeding on me, but My bloody hands are still The daylight burns like candle wax It's sapping at my will I can't remember anything A limerick or a song? My mem'ry's slowly failing me The morning hours are goneMy muse is yet ignoring me I'm left to seek the rhyme But ticking chains my artistry The cruel hands of TimeMy brain is empty of desire But still they beg and plead
I AmI am a vampire I am one who desires blood I am demon, devil, heart on fire I am not a soulI am a nightmare I am he who murdered her I am strength, power, bone, and flesh I am not sorryI am a seducer I am the black embrace I am pain, desire, writhing Night I am your whisperI am a gentleman I am politeness of kings I am words, phrases, sotto voce I am your hostI am a vampire I am legend sunk in lust I am breath, shudder, false, and more I am not an angel
SoonIt won't be soon for very long It won't be now or never But possibly forever The tiniest endeavor Will prove to me I'm wrongI swear that I'm not lying But I've given up on trying My "soon" is almost gone
PerfectI'm no good at being perfect Perfect is a metaphor for God Give me the colors to paint the world I'm deaf and blind Perfect is what we lose at birth It's always and forever Seen imperfectly through our eyesPerfect is that faceremember that face? You've seen it often Stumbling down aisles amid Creams and jars and shampoo She's perfect for a computerTook my parents ten years To tell me she wasn't realI'm no good at being perfect I'm no good at seeing What isn't there But oh, God, I try so hard I break my back looking for it Because that's how you'll love me Perfect
He Is...He is my disease Contagious by degrees Of sanity that pleas To adore He is all I own My brittle, earthly home The miracle that clones Heaven's doorsHe lives as my muse Convicted to confuse The temper that I lose Every day He lives in my words And if a dream could hurt He'd hold me close and blur It all away
His AngelThe beauty that was brought to light by you Was eventually my whole reason for Existing Oh, my love You read the letter, didn't you? I saw the ink-stained page Smeared by worry, pain, loss No! Tears. They were tears Yours, mine what difference does it make? They fell together One for each side of the world Two for our throbbing heartsYou were my daylight in the darkest hour When daylight succeedeth not The comfort when I had none was Mine Oh, my wisdom You were my life entirely You were my angelmy flightless bird I should know Those wings were mine Torn from my heart in one fell sw
Cold Is My HeartCold is my heart And blind is my soul A bloodcurdling faceGone out of control Dark are my deeds And rich is my pain Search and you'll find me When blood falls like rainCold is my heart And safe are my dreams Nightmares will flee me I know how to scream Wretched am I And condemned to my sins I'll prove in a moment Intolerance winsBlack is my night And sordid my day Bring me forgiveness To chase it away Deep is my cup With death ever full For cold is my heart And blind is my soul
GoodnightI'm afraid, my love Afraid for you, for everything I will not be here longI will not hold you forever But your eyes say otherwise You think me immortalOh, God, I'm afraid I'm afraid for her, for myself She believes I'm well Here, trapped in this body But you and I know the truth We've seen what is realMy love, I'm frightened I'm frightened to death for you You think of me always You never leave my side But there will come a time, sweet one When I won't kiss you goodnight When your sleep will taste of tears And you'll have to chase the shadows On your own You want me terribly, precious A
A BalladWhy do you fear, my little love? Why do you fear for me? The sun has fallen from grace above And it's sinking deep into the sea But if you can find it, my little love Then wear a bright color for me Golden and silver; we'll be so much richer But for now, you are all that I need, my love For now, you are all that I needWhy do you cry, my little child? Why do you cry for me? The night has melted in blackest wild And its poisoned the moon in her sleep But if you can save her, my little child Then beg a small trinket for me Fortune and favor; the goddess may waver But for now, you are all that I need, my love F
Mort ImmortelleThe sun is dead tonight You are my pretty, dainty love Staring silent When the tears ran down in ecstasy When you pled with me in agony When the heart and soul met perfectly It was heaven It was hell I was looking at myself And laughing The blood is fresh tonight You are my helpless, screaming child Fearing nothing When the moon consumed its darkest side
Your Move"Look again," She whispers in my ear She smells like wood or spice But nothing else You can't see empty air "Look," she giggles "That's me standing there.""Watch out," She screams before I Smash my face in stone Empty wounds I'm not laughing now "Look!" she echoes "Watch me dance."She isn't any Friend of mine, but We are kindred spirits Tasting fear Bloody hands desperate Searching searching "Bye now," she whispers
Dreams"Dreams are only as real as we make them."Don't make me laugh. I have tried that before, you old sage, but in vain. The nightmares crawl just the same. They perch like ravens on the horizon of my subconscious, their beaks bloody with triumph. They pick my mind apart, strewing it for others to gawk at. They are everything I hate. They are the reason I break mirrors, claw wood, fake happiness. I climb from this hellish pit, only to find them standing there. Waiting for me."Dreams are only as real as we make them."Whoever said that never dreamed.
kISS mEFrozen dance into the night The wind with darkness plays She gathers me into her arms To waste away my daysKiss me, kill me, precious deathUntil my body cries Leave me here inside my fear And love will give me lifeTwisted bodies falling soft Into a bed of dreams Painted eyes of myrrh and spice But no one ever speaksKiss me, kill me, 'til I die And live again in pain The blood is wet upon your lips To stain my soul again
Corpse's PrayerAs I lay me down in death I pray the Lord to steal my breath And keep it somewhere safe and warm Until this soul can be rebornAnd if I wake before I die I give Thee leave to take my life